ExpectingBy Shannon
“What am I going to tell my parents?” Willow said curled up in the corner of Giles couch hugging a pillow to her stomach.
“You have to tell them the truth Will. It’s not like they won’t notice.” Xander said quietly from the opposite corner of the couch.
“I could track him down and kill him. While he’s a wolf of course.” Buffy suggested pacing the length of the room.
“That’ll help.” Giles said from the kitchen then, “You know we’ll all support whatever you do.”
“I know but I can’t have an…” Willow said tears in her eyes. “That means my parents will find out. I mean I know they aren’t the most attentive parents but even they will eventually notice.”
“Still think the truth is your best choice Will.” Xander said.
“Great so I tell them what? Remember that guy from the band that you didn’t think I should be seeing in high school and you were so happy when he left town. Well he came back home to visit his family a couple months ago and I slept with him and now he’s gone again and I have no way to contact him or even know where the hell he is and by the way I’m pregnant.” Willow said angrily.
“Okay so maybe the truth won’t work.” Xander replied sheepishly.
“Tell them some of the truth.” Spike said from his place at the small desk.
“Some of the truth?” Willow said as all eyes turned to Spike.
“You have to tell them you’re knocked up right?” Spike said then at Willow’s nod, “Fine tell them, just leave out the wolf boy.”
“So she tells them what Spike?” Buffy said, “Immaculate conception?”
“Yeah, not thinking that will work with being Jewish and all.” Willow said.
“No, tell them someone else is the father. Someone that’s actually around that could give the impression of being part of the child’s life.” Spike said.
“Such as who? Xander?” Willow said angrily
“You are not telling anyone that you had sex with Xander. He’s mine.” Anya said speaking for the first time.
“Okay then no Xander. Parents probably wouldn’t believe it anyway.” Willow said sadly. “Oh I know, Giles. Nothing my parents would like more than hearing I’m pregnant than hearing the father is my high school librarian.” Willow said sarcastically.
“I-I don’t think that…” Giles stuttered coming out of the kitchen.
“Okay so no Xander or Giles.” Buffy said looking at Spike. “Doesn’t leave us a lot of options. You could leave town. I’m sure Angel would…”
“I’m not leaving to go be a burden to Angel and Cordiela. They have enough to do. Besides, still have to tell my parents something. I mean if I have to drop out of school and move to L.A. they are going to want explanations.” Willow said.
“Who else is there Will. We simply don’t have that many people in our lives. There’s Riley, I’m sure he would help but we don’t know where he is.” Buffy said sadly.
“I couldn’t do that anyway, I don’t think of Riley that…” Willow began.
“Bloody hell, You don’t have to love the man, hell you don’t even have to like him much. Just convince your parents that he’s this baby’s father and that he’ll take responsibility for it.” Spike said moving to the kitchen.
“Still Spike it does have to be someone I know. Someone who’s around a lot, has no place else to be and has no girlfriend.” Willow said sadly.
“She’s right.” Buffy said, “Which means that…” Buffy’s voice trailed off as she looked at Spike who had come back into the room and sat on the floor next to Willow.
“No. I don’t even want to think of that. You shouldn’t be either.” Xander said noticing the direction of Buffy’s gaze and guessing where her mind was going.
“Xander he could be the only choice. You have Anya, Angel and Riley aren’t here, and Giles is… well too old.” Buffy said, “Spike on the other hand is here, single, and doesn’t really have anything else to do.”
“But he’s Spike. Evil vampire remember.” Xander said.
“He won’t hurt her. He’s had a million chances too, and he hasn’t even tried in years.” Buffy said, “And this was his idea.”
“Anyone care what I think?” Willow said glancing from Spike to her friends.
Buffy and Xander stopped their argument and looked at the girl sitting on the couch.
“I think Buffy’s right. Spike’s the only choice short of telling my parents the truth.” Willow said. “Spike’s around a lot anyway so making him look involved shouldn’t be too hard. I mean it’s not like we have to get married or anything.”
“Do I get a say in any of this?” Spike asked.
“No.” Buffy, Xander and Giles all said at once.
“Yes he does. If he doesn’t want to do this, he won’t cooperate. We can’t do it if he doesn’t want to.” Willow said. “Will you help me Spike?” Willow said turning to look at the blonde vampire sitting on the floor next to her.
Spike looked at the group staring at him. Helping them was not usually top of his list of things to do, but he liked Willow. Had for a long time. She had a lot of passion and was much stronger than her friends gave her credit for. This would force him closer to the slayer which he wasn’t happy about but Willow needed his help, she had helped him before, when he wanted the magic spell, she was going to perform it, when he tried to kill her in her dorm room she tried to comfort him. She had kept him from killing himself. He owed this to her.
“Yeah, I’ll do it.” Spike finally answered.
“Great. Now all I have to do is tell my parents.” Willow said brightening slightly.
“Spike you do anything to make this worse for her and I’ll…” Buffy said moving close to the vampire.
“Stake me. I know. Heard it before Slayer.” Spike said “I’ve got to get out of here. You know where to find me Red.” He said closing the door behind him.
Part Two
Willow pushed open the heavy door and entered Spike’s crypt. She looked around the large room not seeing him. Finally she spotted the ladder leading below the crypt. She quickly climbed down, the sun was still out so he had to be here, she thought as she moved.
“Spike.” She said as she reached the bottom.
Spike jumped off the bed, startled, no one ever came down here during the day. At least not unless it was an emergency.
“Red. Bloody hell. What are you doing here?” He asked when he spotted the small form by the ladder.
“I have a really big problem.” She said still clinging to the ladder.
Spike rose from the bed and lit some candles to light the dark room.
“Thought we already found a solution to that problem.” Spike said as he moved around the room. “I’m not going to bite. Come in already.”
Willow hesitated a second before moving the rest of the way in and sitting nervously on a chair in the corner while Spike finished lighting the room.
“Yeah. Well it didn’t exactly go as planned.” Willow said sadly.
“Nothing can be that bad. I mean you’re here. You don’t look like they hurt you.” Spike said looking her over.
“They would never do that. Not like you mean anyway.” Willow said quietly.
“So what’s the problem.” Spike said, “Must be big for you to come to my crypt. Buffy charges in here all the time. Occasionally Harris but you never come here.”
“I told my parents at dinner tonight. They are so pissed Spike. I’ve never seen them this angry.” Willow said tears forming in her eyes.
“You knew they would be. You couldn’t have believed just because we made up a boyfriend that they wouldn’t get angry.” Spike said confused.
“No of course not.” Willow said, “I’m not stupid. I told them I was pregnant and that you, William, was the father and…” Willow’s voice trailed off at the scowl on Spike’s face. “What I couldn’t tell them my boyfriend’s name is Spike.”
“Guess not.” Spike said conceding to the name.
“They yelled about how irresponsible I am. How I could ruin my life this way. I can’t go to school if I have a baby. How was I going to raise this child without an education. My boyfriend better be willing to help raise this child because they aren’t. Oh then I had to tell them you weren’t Jewish.”
“That’s a problem?” Spike said, having never been particularly interested in religion even when he was human.
“Oh yeah. Because of course a Jewish boy wouldn’t have let this happen you know. They’re so angry Spike. They said they’ll pay for school if I find a way to keep going but they don’t want me to move home. I can’t live in the dorms with a baby. I mean I could stay until it’s born but then…”
“Can’t you live off campus?” Spike asked.
“Sure if I had money for an apartment.” Willow said. “No job, no money. My parents said they’d pay for school and that’s it. They won’t help me. I mean they’re insurance will pay for the pregnancy since I’ll be in school until the end of the semester. Baby’s not due till June so I can finish the year out. As far as my parents are concerned I need to make this guy, well you, marry me and support me now.” She finished tears springing from her eyes.
“Won’t marry you Luv, can’t really, being dead and all.” Spike said sighing when Willow’s weeping increased, “Could live together though.”
“Very funny Spike. Because a crypt is a healthy environment.” Willow said looking at the smirking vampire.
“Not here. In an apartment.”
“That costs money, that we’ve already established I don’t have.” She said sadly.
“I have money. Find an apartment.” Spike said.
“What’s the catch?” She asked suspiciously.
“No catch.” He said, “Well maybe one, the living together thing. I’m not paying for an apartment and living here.”
“Oh. Okay.” Willow said hesitantly. “Are you serious Spike?”
“Yeah. Find an apartment. I can’t really help you because of well sunlight and all. Once you find a vampire friendly apartment we’ll make arrangements for me to get there preferably after dark, if not I’ll use tunnels.” He said.
“Thank You Spike.” Willow said “Why are you helping me?”
“Nothing better to do.” He said. “Better get going on that apartment hunt Pet.”
Part Three
“You’re moving in with who?” Buffy said incredulity shining in her eyes.
“Do you have a better idea? Do any of you?” Willow yelled back.
“No but Wills. Spike is a killer.” Xander said.
“I know that. I also know with the chip he can’t hurt me. I also know I can’t stay in the dorms. Where am I supposed to go Xander?” Willow said sitting on the couch.
“When are you moving into this apartment?” Giles asked.
“Tomorrow. Spike’s moving his stuff in there tonight. I was hoping you’d all help me tomorrow.” Willow said expectantly to her friends.
“Sure. You know we will.” They all replied.
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Spike finished moving the last of his belongings into the large apartment Willow had found. She had found one quicker than he expected. It had been perfect, most of the rooms had relatively small windows that could be easily covered. One bedroom had a very large picture window. Willow had said her and the baby would share that room. Spike could take the other one.
They had spent the last week finding furniture for the apartment. He knew she had been surprised to find out his taste ran beyond junkyard trash. They had eventually agreed on leather furniture in a dark green for the living room along with several small modern tables. He had insisted on a big screen television. They had each purchased they’re furniture for the bedrooms separately.
A very large part of Spike’s mind was telling him this was a bad idea. He should have let the witch figure out a solution to her own problems and not gotten involved. But she had been so upset over having to tell her parents and looked so happy Buffy had suggested he could pose as the father that he had agreed before he knew what had happened. Then when she’d shown up at his crypt crying about not having any place to live he suggested the apartment without thinking. He knew this would all turn out badly, he liked her, always had. He had been able to hide that before but living with her wasn’t going to make that easy. He finished arranging his furniture and covering all the windows and decided it was probably best to go to bed, Willow and all the others would be moving her stuff in sometime tomorrow and sleep wasn’t going to be possible then.
Part Four
Spike pulled the pillow over his head as he rolled onto his back, trying to drown out the noise coming from the other room.
“Guys, we really need to keep the noise down ‘kay. Spike is probably trying to sleep.” Willow said again as Xander dropped more boxes to the floor in front of the couch.
“That’s his problem.” Buffy said coming out of Willow’s room where she had just left some boxes.
As yet another object banged against the wall of Spike’s room, he jumped off the bed and yanked open the door. As he neared the living room he swore loudly and ran back to the bedroom.
Coming out of her own room to see what the yelling was about Willow saw the sunlight streaming out of the living room.
“Who opened the Curtains?” She asked angrily.
Spike stood leaning against the closed door of his bedroom listening.
“It’s too dark in here.” Xander said removing books from the boxes he had just brought in.
“Turn on lamps. We discussed this already. It’s Spike’s apartment too, that means no direct sunlight anywhere but my room.” Willow said yanking the curtains closed again.
“So we can’t have light because of dead boy J.R.?” Xander said.
“It’s his home too. Hell it’s his home and he’s letting me stay here. I have no money remember. And since he’s the only one that’s come up with a solution to my homelessness, I think the least we can do is close the damn curtains.” She said turning to face her friends. “And try to keep the noise down so he can sleep. He had to bring all his stuff here himself, it wasn’t like any of you were offering to help him.”
Spike smiled slightly, he didn’t really need the witch to defend him against the moron but he was pleased that she would. Maybe living here wouldn’t be so bad after all. As he walked out of the bedroom he heard.
“So let’s stop with all the noise ‘kay guys.”
“It’s okay Red. I’m up.” He said strolling into the kitchen.
“Yeah but not by choice.” She said glaring at her friends. “I don’t want my living here to be a problem for you.”
“You’re not the problem.” He said grabbing a bag of blood and pouring it into a mug.
“If you want to go back to bed…” She began.
“Don’t worry about it. Need any help?” He said knowing the sooner she was unpacked the faster the others would be gone.
“Here you go bleach boy.” Buffy said throwing him a box, “Unpack since you can’t help carry stuff in.”
Spike set the box on the table and began pulling items out. Willow walked over and began grabbing items from the box and placing them around the apartment. Spike followed her lead and found appropriate places for the items.
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Willow was saying good-bye to her friends, who were once again trying to talk her out of what they were sure was a bad arrangement, as Spike took the last of the boxes out to the dumpster behind the apartment building.
“I’m fine guys. I’ll talk to you all tomorrow.” Willow reassured them again.
“Sure you don’t want to go to the Bronze?” Buffy asked again.
“Positive. I just really need to rest. With the morning sickness and stuff I’ve been getting tired fast lately, and today we really did a lot. Now Bye.” She said hugging her friends one last time as Spike walked up behind them.
“Yeah, Bye. Don’t come by too often now.” He said pushing past them and into the apartment.
“Spike…” Buffy said moving toward the vampire.
“Bye Buffy.” Willow said pushing her friend back toward the hall, “See you tomorrow.” She finished closing the door on her friends. Sighing she leaned back on the door and closed her eyes.
“You okay Pet? Didn’t over do it today did you?” Spike asked watching her closely.
“Just tired. I’m really sorry about this afternoon. I know they can be inconsiderate.” She said moving into the kitchen and grabbing a box of crackers.
“No problem. Don’t let it bother you.” He said, “I can deal with Buffy and Xander.”
“I know but you’re doing something really nice for me and they are being so…” Willow said angrily as she sat on the couch.
“I’m used to that Red. They’re always that way.” He said sitting in the chair across from her. “So what do you want to do our first night here?”
Part Five
Spike glanced at the clock again. He had heard her get up two hours ago. In that very short time she had been in the bathroom at least five times. He wanted to get up and do something for her. It had been like this every morning for the last week that she’d been living here. He had asked her about it, she had told him it was normal, and that it had started a couple weeks ago. Listening to the sounds coming from the bathroom again, he wondered how women could possibly need to worry about gaining too much weight while pregnant if this was normal.
When he heard her wash her face and leave the bathroom he decided it was time to get up and try talking to her again. Pushing the blankets off he rose from the bed and grabbed his jeans, pulling them on quickly he headed for the door. When he started past her room he saw her lying on the bed.
“Willow?” He said quietly as he approached the door, careful to avoid the light coming in from the window.
“Morning Spike.” She said from the bed. “Up kind of early aren’t you?”
“Uh, yeah.” He said, “Heard you up.”
“Sorry didn’t mean to wake you.” She said getting up and pulling the curtains closed, and returning to lay on the bed.
“You didn’t, not really.” Spike said stepping into the room. “Are you sure you’re okay, Red. Isn’t there something they can give you for this. Or maybe if you change what you eat.”
“I’m fine Spike, the doctor says it should stop soon. And no there is nothing they can give me, not without a chance of hurting the baby.” She answered closing her eyes as she spoke.
Spike looked at the girl lying on the bed. She looked even smaller than usual, so pale, and fragile. He wanted to hold her, to protect her from anymore of the pain she seemed to be in. Sitting down next to her on the bed he put his hand on her cheek, pushing hair off her face. She had dark circles under her eyes. This was taking a lot out of her, he didn’t think she could take much more.
“What about magic Pet?” He asked searching for anything that might be able to help her.
“Buffy and Xander asked about that too.” Willow replied, “Giles doesn’t think it’s a good idea. Magic drains energy from your body. He isn’t sure how that would affect the baby, and magic isn’t supposed to be used to change medical problems. Remember we discussed all this when Buffy’s mom was sick.”
“If you’re sure. Anything I can get you, since I’m up and all.” Spike asked.
“Crackers. And some water would be great.” She responded. Then as he headed for the door, “And Spike, thanks for everything.”
“Not a problem.” He said and headed to the kitchen for the requested items.
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“She’s sleeping.” Spike said into the phone for the tenth time.
“I want to talk to her.” Xander said angrily.
“No. Unless one of you is deathly ill I’m not waking her up.”
“What the hell does it matter to you.” Xander said.
Spike was getting irritated. The girl needed to rest. Why couldn’t her friends get that. He was tired of dealing with them. He was tired of being nice.
“It matters because I don’t feel like waking up a sleeping girl. Just because you have no concern for others doesn’t mean I don’t. ‘Sides don’t really feel like getting up right now. Passions is starting.”
“Spike.”
“Call back later.” He said hanging up on the boy.
“Who was that Spike?” Willow said walking into the kitchen.
“Harris.” Spike replied, “He wants to talk to you. Told him you were sleeping.”
“From the sound of this side of the conversation I take it he didn’t care.”
“He’ll get over it.” Spike replied.
“I know they don’t deserve it but you should try and get along with them. I mean they are probably going to come over and stuff.” She said walking over to sit next to him on the couch carrying another package of crackers.
“I could but don’t really want too.” He responded. “You’re really the only one of the lot I can stand. Well I can tolerate the Watcher and Dawn.”
“I know Buffy and Xander can be difficult.” Willow said quietly.
Before Spike could respond the phone rang again. Looking at the offending item Spike tossed it to her. “For you anyway.”
“Hello.” She said after pressing the talk button.
“No Xander I wasn’t sleeping. Spike and I were having wild sex and I didn’t want to be bothered.” Willow said smiling.
Spike had been watching the television when she answered the phone but his attention turned completely to Willow as her words penetrated his mind. He smiled at her surpressing his laughter.
“Yeah Xander didn’t you know being pregnant makes you incredibly horny.” Willow couldn’t control the giggle that escaped her lips she listened to Xander stuttering about staking blonde vampires. “Sure Xander especially during the whole morning sickness period.”
“Of course I’m kidding Xander. I was sick all morning, again, so I was taking a nap. I just woke up.” Willow said turning to rest her back on the arm of the couch and spread her legs forward in front of her as she listened to him talk.
“Like Spike would even look at me, the way I look right now.” Willow said sighing. “I look dead.”
“Dead can be attractive.” Spike said turning his attention back to the phone conversation.
“Not in my case it can’t.” Willow said pointing to her limp hair and pale complexion. “Look Xander I can’t do this now okay. I’ll be by the magic shop later. I’ll talk to you then. Bye.”
She tossed the phone back to Spike and he set it on the table. Turning back to face Willow, he studied her face as she looked at the television. She believed he wouldn’t find her attractive. Didn’t she know she was beautiful no matter how sick she might get, and that from everything he had heard pregnancy would only enhance that beauty.
“Something wrong Spike.” She said when she felt his eyes on her for too long.
“No. Just wondering what you see in that boy.”
“What boy?” Willow said, “Oh you mean Xander.”
“Yeah.”
“I don’t know. I mean I’ve known him forever. I can’t imagine my life without him.” Willow said, “And he’s only worried about me, that’s why he had such an attitude with you.”
Spike raised one eyebrow in question.
“Okay he really doesn’t like you.”
Smiling Spike, watched as she arched her back and raised her hand to rub the back of her neck.
“Turn around.” He said.
“What?”
“Turn around I’ll rub your neck.” He said pushing her feet down and pulling her toward him.
“I’m fine really.”
“Just do it.” Spike said as she moved closer to him.
He raised his hands to her shoulders and began gently kneading them. He could feel the tension knotting her muscles. Spike’s hands slowed as Willow groaned and leaned back against him.
“God Spike that feels so good.” Willow said as he again increased the pressure.
“That’s the point Luv.” He said quietly.
Part Six
“Bloody hell, what do you want?” Spike said pulling open the door.
“I need to see Willow.” Buffy said pushing past him.
“She’s not here.”
“What do you mean she’s not here?” Buffy said turning back toward the vampire, “What’d you do with her.”
“What did I?” Spike said, “Of course I must have done something with her. If you must know I’ve had her chained to my bed since she moved in here. She’s a great little sex slave. So if you don’t mind I really need to get back to…”
Spike’s sentence was cut off as Buffy’s fist connected with his nose. “Bloody hell Slayer. What was that for?”
“Spike. Where. Is. She?” Buffy said slowly.
“She had a doctor’s appointment.” Spike said holding his nose.
“So you let her go alone?” Buffy said.
“Well yeah.” Spike answered.
“How could you?”
“Not that hard. She came in my room this morning asked to borrow my car. I gave her the keys.” Spike said.
“You didn’t go with her?”
“Obviously not. ‘Sides how much good would a big pile of dust be to her. It’s ten in the morning.” Spike answered. “Speaking of which you did interrupt my sleep, so if you don’t mind…”
“Spike what if the doctor has bad news?” Buffy asked.
“What bad news. She’s young, healthy and pregnant. Its not like cancer.” He replied, “’Sides if I had any reason to think something was wrong with her or the baby I would have found a way to go or called one of you idiots.”
“How can you know?”
“I know I hear two heartbeats every time she’s around. Both sure as hell sound strong.” Spike said pushing Buffy toward the door. “Now if you don’t mind.”
“Spike if anything happens to her…” Buffy said as she let him push her outside the door.
“Yeah, I know.” He answered pushing the door closed cutting off the rest of the threat.
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“Spike!” Willow yelled as she came through the door. “Spike.” She repeated when she didn’t get a response.
She waited a moment as she took off her jacket and heard the running water coming from the bathroom. Taking the envelope out of her purse she headed toward the back of the apartment. She walked into his room tossing his keys on the dresser where she had taken the from earlier that morning and sat down on his bed to wait for him.
Spike shut off the water and wrapped a towel around his waist. Quickly running a comb through his hair he headed for his bedroom. He stopped short, when he noticed the small figure lying on his bed. Her back turned to him, he hadn’t heard her come in. “Willow.” He said quietly.
Willow opened her eyes at the sound of his voice. She must have dozed off. Grabbing the envelope, she rolled over toward the sound of the voice. “Oh, my.” She said when she saw him.
“Sorry.” Spike said glancing down at his body. “Is my room and all.”
“No, no. I mean its fine.” She began. “It’s not like were children and it is your room and…”
“Red stop babbling.” He said moving toward the closet and grabbing a pair of jeans. “Its not a problem. I just didn’t hear you come in. I’ll just be a second.”
Grabbing the jeans and a T-shirt he headed back toward the bathroom. He needed to get his clothes on now. Embarrassing the shy red head was always fun but this time he came a little too close to embarrassing himself at the same time. He quickly pulled on the clothes and returned to the room.
“So you’re in my room waiting for me. Did you want something?” He asked trying his best not to sound too eager at the prospect of her wanting him for anything.
“Uh, well yeah.” She said fingering the envelope, “But now that I think about it you’ll probably just think its silly so never mind.” She said getting up and heading toward the door.
“Wait a minute.” Spike said grabbing her arm as she passed. “What will I think is silly?”
“Never mind Spike it’s not important.” She said trying to pull away from his grasp.
“If it seemed important enough for you to come in here and wait for me. I think its worth seeing” He said grabbing the envelope from her hands.
Opening it he pulled out several small black and white images. Looking at them he wasn’t sure exactly what it was she wanted to show him. The images just appeared to be blobs of something.
“Red, uh, what are these exactly?” he asked hesitantly then noticed the markings on the side with her name on them. “Wait are these the…”
“Yeah. They did an ultrasound today. I know its hard to tell but the nurse said this spot here is the baby’s heart.” Willow said pointing to a small spot on the picture. “And this here is the brain, and this…” She said getting more excited as she spoke.
“Whoa, slow down Pet.” Spike said laughing slightly. “This is fantastic they can take pictures of the baby before its even born?”
“Yeah. They’ll do another in a couple more months, and the doctor says by then they might be able to tell me the sex. If I want to know that is.” She said smiling.
“You do right? Want to know that is.” Spike answered.
“I don’t know. I kind of want to be surprised, but I kind of think it would be cool to be able to go out and buy lots of girl stuff or boy stuff too.” She said.
“I think it’d be cool to know.” Spike said watching her closely.
“Well I really haven’t decided yet.” Willow said, “I’m kind of tired so I’m gonna lay down for a while.” She said heading toward her room.
“’Kay.” He said then “Oh, Buffy was here looking for you today.”
“I’ll see her at the magic shop tonight. You coming with me?” She asked expectantly.
“I wasn’t… Actually I probably should. She’s probably still pissed that I let you go to the doctor alone.”
“What? You know what don’t tell me. I am supposed to avoid stress.”
“Have a nice nap Willow.” He said and walked down the hall to the kitchen.
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Spike sat on the couch holding the pictures from the doctor. Things were very different now than they had been last time he had been around someone having a baby. His sister had been pregnant when he had been turned. They didn’t know anything then. Women knew a little, but men knew nothing. Since then he hadn’t needed to know anything so he never bothered to learn about it. Now he was thinking that learning a little could be a good idea.
Part Seven
“I’m telling you Giles, it’s not normal. He’s acting strange.” Buffy said following Giles out of the training room in the back of the shop.
“Do you really believe he would hurt her Buffy?” Giles said for the third time. They had been having this conversation since she showed up to work out.
“So not the point Giles. He’s being weird.” She repeated again.
“Who’s being weird?” Dawn asked looking up from her school work.
“Spike.” Buffy answered.
“Oh.” Dawn shrugged and went back to her reading, she had realized a long time ago that she was the only one who noticed how Spike looked at Willow.
“He always acts strange Buffy.” Anya after showing the last customer out.
“More strange than usual An.” Xander said, closing the book he had been reading.
“Yeah. I mean he acted all offended when I asked why he would let her go the doctor alone.” Buffy insisted.
“Right and when I called there he was all angry about me bothering her when she’s sleeping.” Xander said.
“Really you guys is what your saying he did that bad?” Dawn said joining the group. “I mean why couldn’t she go to the doctor alone? And why should he wake her up if she’s sleeping. She had morning sickness for so long, she probably needs the rest.”
“Well, yeah but…” Buffy and Xander stuttered.
“She’s right.” Giles said. He had done a lot of reading about William the Bloody in the time he had been helping them, and he had learned if nothing else Spike was very protective and loyal to those he cared about. He didn’t know how deep his feelings for Willow were but he had seen the vampire watching her for a long time now. “I don’t think Spike is a danger to her. You two are just very defensive about the situation.”
“Giles I really don’t…” Buffy’s statement trailed off as the door opened and Willow followed by Spike came through the door.
“Hey guys.” Willow said, “So what’s the research party about tonight?”
“Hey Wills.” Xander said, “Why is he here?”
“Because I asked him to come.” Willow responded grabbing Spike’s arm and pulling him into the room with her. “If there’s some new evil we can use all the help we can get right?”
“We can use the help.” Giles said motioning everyone to the table. “Particularly since we don’t have much to go on.”
“What’s up?” Willow asked.
“Buffy stumbled onto some sort of ritual last night. It may be nothing but we don’t know. The group looked human…” Giles began to explain.
“So maybe vampires then?” Spike asked.
“Don’t think so.” Buffy replied. “Well if they were, they aren’t much danger. They ran as soon as they saw me.”
“If they are vampires I’m once again very embarrassed for my kind.” Spike said taking a seat next to Willow.
“So they may be actual humans then right? Shouldn’t be that dangerous.” Xander asked.
“Actually Xander, humans using magic, if they aren’t trained properly, can be more dangerous than demons.” Anya said.
“She’s right.” Willow agreed looking down in embarrassment remembering the problems from her magic being out of control not that long ago.
“Buffy said it looked like some sort of ritual. That means they are here for a reason. We don’t know who or what they are. Or how well trained they are in magik. Which means we don’t know how great the danger is.” Giles explained. “What we’re looking for is mention of any prophecy or ritual that would be of importance now.”
Everyone grabbed books and began searching for anything that may help them put a stop to a problem that hadn’t really begun yet.
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After several hours of researching everyone decided to take a break. Spike announced that he needed to go out for a while but would return to pick up Willow, and headed out the door.
“Now that he’s gone, are you okay Willow?” Buffy asked.
“Sure, why wouldn’t I be?” Willow asked.
“Well, bleach boy gets an attitude every time one of us wants to see or talk to you.” Xander suggested.
“Okay lets not start on Spike or I’m leaving guys. He’s just trying to help me. Besides I have to show you what I got at the doctor today.” Willow said grabbing her purse.
“Willow these are so cool.” Dawn said looking at the pictures.
“Cool wasn’t quite the word I was thinking.” Xander remarked.
“Disgusting is the one I was thinking.” Anya said wrinkling her nose.
“Gee thanks Anya.” Willows said quietly.
“They’re not disgusting Will. They’re just different.” Buffy said.
“Yeah, Wills its not like you can really see a baby yet. It just looks kind of like these gray blobs.” Xander said.
“Right. Gray blobs.” Willow said gathering the pictures and placing them back in the envelope.
“They don’t look like blobs Willow. I can see the little tiny heart and everything.” Dawn said quietly.
“Thanks Dawn.” Willow said, “Well lets get back to work. It’s not like we found anything yet.”
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Spike walked out of the bookstore with a large bag. He had no idea there were so many books on the subject, and he had just purchased all of them. He checked his watch he had enough time to take them back to the apartment and make a quick sweep of the cemetery before picking up Willow. After all he did tell the slayer he would patrol.
Part Eight
Willow followed Dawn through the mall. She had called this morning and wanted to go shopping. Willow knew that Buffy didn’t approve of Dawn having a boyfriend, Buffy insisted she was too young. The idea was silly to Willow since Dawn was sixteen and her boyfriend was only a year older, and at sixteen Buffy had been dating someone that was over two hundred years older than her. Willow also knew that pointing that out to Buffy wouldn’t help Dawn at all so she had kept her feelings on the topic to herself. So she had agreed to take Dawn to the mall to find a Valentine’s Day gift for her boyfriend, and she needed to start looking at maternity clothes anyway. She also liked spending time with Dawn because she was the only one who didn’t constantly badger her about living with Spike.
“Do you think he’d like this?” Dawn asked holding up a sweater.
“Honey I haven’t met him. I don’t really know what he would like.” Willow reminded her again.
“Maybe I shouldn’t get clothes. I mean we’ve only dated for like a month.” Dawn said setting the sweater back down.
“Okay then. What about a CD or a movie?” Willow suggested.
“You think that would be good.” Dawn said quickly.
“Sure.” Willow said looking around her. All afternoon she’d been feeling like someone was following her. Shaking off the feeling she turned her attention back to the teenager, “Why not? If he likes those kind of things.”
“He loves video games.” Dawn said.
“Video games it is then.” Willow said leading the girl out of the clothing store and toward an electronics store.
“I wish you could meet him.” Dawn said as they headed through the mall.
“Why not bring him over for dinner or something?” Willow suggested.
“Buffy gets all freaky about us being out at night.” Dawn said sadly.
“But if you were coming to my place, not just out alone with him at night…”
“That would be great Willow, will you ask Buffy?” Dawn said brightening, “She’s less likely to yell at you.”
“Tomorrow okay?” Willow asked pulling out her cell phone.
“It’s Saturday so I don’t see why not? I mean I’ll have to ask him.”
“Hi Buffy.” Willow said, then listened for a moment. “Yeah still shopping. Right I have a question. Can Dawn and her boyfriend come over for dinner tomorrow. She said you don’t let her go out at night. But I thought that if she was coming to my place.” Listening for another second, “Thanks I’ll tell her Buffy.”
Willow disconnected the call and held the phone out to Dawn. “She said its okay. Now it’s your turn to call.”
Dawn quickly made her call and turned back to Willow. “He said it sounded fun. And since Valentine’s day is during the week and well Buffy… He wants to do Valentine’s day then too. Is that okay. Oh and what about Spike?”
“What about him?” Willow asked. Looking around again still having the feeling that someone was watching her.
“Sometimes he gets all big brother-y. Buffy’s bad enough with Michael I don’t need Spike getting freaky too.” Dawn said.
“I’ll deal with Spike. Now lets go find that gift.” Willow said pulling the girl behind her. “Because now we need to go grocery shopping too.”
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Spike quickly closed the book and shoved it under the cushion of the couch when he heard the door open, grabbing the remote control and turning the television on.
“Spike.” Willow called from the door.
“Hey, back so soon?” Spike said from the couch.
“Yeah. Can you give me a hand with these bags?”
“Sure.” Spike said getting off the couch and walking toward the door. “Bloody hell. Buy out the mall Pet?”
“Had to buy new clothes. I’m starting to gain weight. Can’t were sweats forever.” Willow said. “Oh and some groceries too.”
“Sweats are sexy.” Spike said, “And are we out of groceries?”
“I’ll explain the groceries in a minute.” Willow said handing him several bags. “And yeah sweats are a real turn on. Especially when I get fat.”
“They are a turn on.” Spike said smiling, “And pregnant is not fat.” He yelled as Willow walked down the hall to put her bags in her room and he move to set the groceries in the kitchen.
“Plan on explaining the groceries soon Luv?” Spike asked pulling several items out of the bags as Willow walked into the kitchen.
“Yeah, well I have a big favor to ask.” Willow said quietly.
“You certainly have a lot of favors to ask of evil vampires.” Spike said putting several items in the freezer.
“Only really cute ones.” She said grabbing several items for the cupboards. “Anyway you know that Dawn has a boyfriend and…”
“Dawn has a what?” Spike said turning to look at the redhead, “She is not old enough…”
“My god you sound like Buffy.” Willow said. “She’s sixteen she is more than old enough. Now to finish what I was saying, Buffy is all freaky about Dawn dating. Won’t let her go out at night and stuff. So I suggested they come here for dinner tomorrow.”
“Buffy’s right she shouldn’t be dating.” Spike muttered.
“Okay you need to get over it now.” Willow said, “I promised Dawn you wouldn’t go all crazed big brother on her tomorrow. They are coming here for Valentine’s day and I want this to be nice and romantic for Dawn. Got it.”
“Okay fine I’ll be nice. Why here again?” Spike asked.
“I would like to meet her boyfriend, and it gives them a chance to go out at night. I told her maybe after dinner we could go to a movie or something.”
“And how do I fit into this?” Spike asked.
“Well yeah, that’s another thing. Since we figured you’d probably be around, Dawn is telling Michael that you’re my boyfriend. I mean since she has apparently talked about me being pregnant and we’re living together so it seemed like the only logical explanation.” Willow said hoping the vampire didn’t mind.
“Sure. It’s a small town so it’s probably best that everyone outside of the few who already know think that we’re a couple anyway right? Lessens the chances of your parents finding out differently.” Spike said, pleased to have the chance of playing her boyfriend for an evening.
“Right.” Willow said smiling.
Part Nine
“Now remember Spike you promised to be nice to Michael.” Willow said when Spike walked into the kitchen, “If you need to eat do it now ‘kay. Don’t think Dawn wants to explain the mug of blood.”
“Already did Red.” Spike said reaching for one of the roasted potatoes she had just pulled from the oven. “Still don’t think she’s old enough to date.” He muttered walking out of the kitchen.
Before Willow could reply there was a knock on the door. Spike got up and opened the door as he heard Willow remind him to be nice again.
“Hey Spike.” Dawn said looking nervously at the vampire.
“Hi Little Bit.” Spike said stepping aside so they could enter.
“Spike this is Michael.” Dawn said, “Michael this is Willow’s uh boyfriend Spike.”
“Nice to meet you.” Michael said extending his hand.
“Right. Same here.” Spike said shaking the younger man’s hand. “Come on in. Willow’ll be out in a minute.”
As the young couple walked past Spike to the couch he watched the boy closely. He did seem to be Dawn’s age. He was taller than her, with blonde hair. Buffy had met him and was allowing Dawn to see him so he must not be a vampire. Spike still wasn’t happy about this, and his feelings increased when he watched them sit very close on the couch.
“I don’t like him.” Spike said walking into the kitchen. “Need any help?”
“He’s been here less than five minutes. How can you not like him already?” Willow said handing him a serving platter to carry to the table.
“Because he just doesn’t seem right.” Spike said.
“Is there something wrong with him or is this because you don’t want her to date?” Willow asked grabbing the bowl of salad and following him to the table.
“Fine maybe it’s the dating thing.” He muttered.
“Don’t embarrass her.” Willow said wiping her hands on a towel and walking to the living room to greet their guests.
“Hi, I’m Willow.” She said approaching the couch. “You must be Michael.” She finished extending her hand.
“Nice to meet you.” He said standing up and shaking her hand.
“Well Dinner’s ready whenever you guys are ready for it.” Willow said.
Dawn and Michael followed Willow into the small dining room.
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“Can’t you use magic to shut him up?” Dawn whispered to Willow.
“No magic right now. You know that.” Willow said smiling slightly, “He’s not being that bad.”
“He’s worse than Buffy.”
“Because he loves you.” Willow said knowing the vampire was only trying to protect Dawn.
“So Michael why are you dating someone younger than you?” Spike asked the boy seated next to him.
“Spike he’s only a year older than me.” Dawn said giving Spike a warning look then sending Michael and apologetic look.
Willow looked at the embarrassed look on both Dawn and Michael’s faces and knew she needed to get them out of there now.
“Why don’t we go get the newspaper and pick a movie?” Willow suggested.
“Sounds great but first if you don’t mind I’d like to give Dawn her valentine gift.” Michael said hesitantly.
“Great then Spike why don’t you help me clear the dishes?” Willow suggested giving the vampire a look that clearly said he had no choice in the matter.
“Fine I just need to get something from my room first.” Spike said and left the dining room as the younger couple exchanged their gifts.
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“This is for you.” Spike said slightly embarrassed holding out the small box to the redhead.
“What?” Willow said turning to face him, “Why?”
“Valentine’s day.” Spike said quietly.
“But we’re not… I mean… You didn’t have to.” Willow stuttered.
“I know I didn’t have to.” Spike said, “I saw it and thought of you. ‘Sides if I’m being your boyfriend tonight then you should have a gift.”
“But I didn’t get you anything.” Willow said taking the small box.
“Open it.” Spike said.
Willow pulled the top off of the small box. She gasped when she saw the small necklace cradled inside. It was a small heart shaped locket.
“Spike it’s beautiful.” She said holding it up in the light.
“Open the locket Pet.”
She gently pulled the locket open and tears formed in her eyes when she saw what was inside.
“Spike how did you…” She began then leaned forward hugging the vampire.
“Took the pictures when you were at a research party with your friends and had it copied to fit inside. Thought you would like to have pictures of your baby with you all the time.” He said smiling in embarrassment.
“Willow.” Dawn yelled from the other room. “We picked a movie.”
“Lets go.” Willow said hugging the vampire and kissing his cheek one last time before taking his hand and pulling him with her out of the room.
Spike followed the red head knowing he would go see what ever movie she chose and would enjoy it just because she was there. He hadn’t known how she would react to the gift. He knew she was his friend, the only one other than Dawn that had ever tried to be his friend. But he didn’t know if she wanted more than that. He decided a long time before that she had to make the first move, or at least give some definite sign of feelings toward him.
Willow held the locket in her hand. She wanted to put it on right now. She’d ask Dawn to help her. She couldn’t believe he had gotten her a gift. She had almost brought one for him at the mall with Dawn yesterday but didn’t want the vampire to know she had a crush on him. She’d had one since he had kidnapped her to do that spell to get Dru back. She had gotten over the crush long ago. After all someone like Spike would never be interested in her. He was helping her because he knew Buffy would be pissed if he had refused, that’s all there was to the relationship.
Part Ten
The three dark figures slid quietly into the dark apartment, careful to not draw attention to themselves. They quickly moved through the apartment checking all the rooms.
“She’s the one.” The older of the group said when they all gathered in the living room. “I can feel the power here.”
“Are you certain?” The dark-haired girl asked nervously, “If we make a mistake… and she’s really that powerful…”
“I’m certain. Her child is the one the prophecy spoke of.” The older man said sternly.
“Great but how do we get her before the birth?” The last member of the group asked, “ He said he had to have her before she has the baby. We’ve been watching her for weeks. She’s rarely alone and when she is she’s either going to meet the vampire or the slayer either way she’ll be missed quickly.”
“I don’t know but we have time to figure it out.” The older man said, “Keep watching her an opportunity is bound to open.”
“They’re approaching the building.” The girl said quickly, having moved to keep watch at the window.
“Lets go.” The younger man said and the group quickly headed out the door and to the elevator.
Part Eleven
Spike flinched when he heard the dish break in the kitchen, then quickly jumped off the couch when he heard the small scream come from the same room. He ran into the kitchen.
“You okay?” He said as he came around the corner into the small room.
“Yeah. Sorry Spike.” Willow said looking toward the vampire. “Just startled.”
“Oh. So nothing’s wrong?” He said confused as he bent to pick up the broken glass. Noticing she was holding her stomach. “Baby okay?”
“Baby’s great.” Willow said smiling. “He’s what startled me.”
“Uh?”
“He kicked.” Willow said her smile growing as she felt movement in her womb again. “Here.”
Willow grabbed Spike’s hand after he threw the last of the dish into the trash. Placing it on her stomach she watched his face as he waited to feel whatever had made her so happy.
“Feel it?” Willow asked as she felt the baby kick against the hand pressed to her belly. She smiled softly as she saw the amazement in Spike’s eyes.
“He’s really alive in there.” Spike said in wonder.
“Of course silly.” Willow said still holding Spike’s hand. “Why wouldn’t he be?”
“I don’t know. I mean I guess it didn’t seem like a real person until now.” Spike explained.
“I know feeling him move, makes it all seem more real.” Willow said quietly, “And more scary.”
“Scary?” Spike asked.
“Yeah, scary. I mean I can’t even take care of myself. I had to move in with you just to have a place to live and I’m going to be responsible for someone else’s life. I’m going to have to raise this baby alone.” Willow said quietly, letting go of his hand and turning her back to him; not wanting him to see the tears forming in her eyes.
“You are not alone.” Spike said putting his hands on Willow’s shoulders. “You have Buffy, Xander, Dawn. Hell this baby has more people looking after it than most people have their entire lives.”
“Yeah but I’m the only parent. They’re kinda like aunts and uncles. Know what I mean?” She said dejectedly. “When he wakes up at night there’s only gonna be me.”
“I’m here.”
“For how long?” Willow asked turning to face the vampire. He didn’t back away as she turned just moved his hands down to wrap around her waist. “I mean you’re not gonna want to play daddy to this baby.”
“I’ll be here as long as you want me here.” Spike answered as she rested her head against his chest. “I would love to help take care of your baby.”
“What if you meet someone?” Willow said, “It’s not like you’re the real father or love me.”
“I-I’m not likely to meet anyone Luv.” Spike said stopping himself from telling her how wrong she was, “Really like I could find someone sexier than you.”
“Yeah right.” Willow muttered, “I look like a whale but a sexy one.”
“You don’t look like a whale.” Spike said lifting her chin so she would look at him. “Don’t ever let anyone tell you that you aren’t beautiful.”
“So beautiful everyone leaves.” Willow said still looking at the vampire, more than a little confused over his comments.
“The wolf and Tara were fools.” He insisted, “If they couldn’t see what they had then it’s their loss.”
Spike stood looking at the girl staring up at him for a moment before lowering his head to place what was supposed to be a comforting kiss on her lips. As soon as his lips met hers she leaned closer to him pressing her lips to his. When he felt her sigh against his lips he quickly deepened the kiss letting his tongue brush against hers; entering her mouth. He felt her arms slide up around his neck pulling him closer, as his hands grasped her hips pulling her against him. After a moment he felt Willow pulling away from him. Raising his head slightly he looked down at her in question.
“Wh-what just happened?” She asked breathlessly.
“I was going to comfort you?” Spike suggested.
“Comfort?” Willow said, “Wow. Okay you’re really good with the comfort but…”
“It shouldn’t have happened.” Spike said letting her go and turning away.
“Right shouldn’t have happened. Still friends?” Willow asked slightly embarrassed.
“Yeah, Friends.” Spike muttered and left the room.
“Okay what’s his problem?” Willow muttered to herself as she watched the angry vampire leave.
Part Twelve
“You don’t need to sit here with me Dawn.” Willow said turning toward the girl. “I’m sure you have something you’d rather be doing.”
“Not really.” Dawn shrugged, “Besides I think it’ll be cool to watch the ultrasound and see the baby moving and stuff.”
“Buffy made you come didn’t she?”
“She asked me if I would.” Dawn said then quickly added, “But she didn’t make me. I could’ve said no.”
“Miss Rosenberg.” The Receptionist called from the doorway.
“Our turn.” Willow said happy to have the younger girl with her, “Let’s go.”
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“Are you sure you don’t want to know?” Dawn asked again as she set down her sandwich. “It’ll make buying stuff easier.”
“Dawn don’t you think its better to be surprised?” Willow asked.
“On the Hellmouth? You’ve got to be kidding.” Dawn replied. “Surprises are definitely not good.”
“But the sex of the baby isn’t hellmouthy.” Willow responded before finishing her salad. “My baby is human.”
“True but still…” Dawn said, “I have to tell someone.”
“Tell Buffy.”
“Oh, like she can keep a secret. We were in Sunnydale what like twenty-four hours and you and Xander knew she was the slayer.”
“Okay good point.” Willow said taking a drink of her water, “Tell Giles or Xander.”
“Right, they really aren’t into this kind of thing. You know?”
“Yeah, I’ve noticed.”
“Hey I can tell Spike.” Dawn said excitedly.
“If he’s interested.” Willow muttered.
“Why wouldn’t he be?” Dawn said confused, “He’s been so into this baby thing.”
“He’s hardly said three words to me in the last week.” Willow said.
“Why?” Dawn asked, “You guys fight?”
“Opposite actually.” Willow said blushing slightly, “We kissed.”
“Uh?”
“I don’t want to talk about this.” Willow said reaching for her water again.
“No way Will.” Dawn said, “You don’t say ‘I kissed Spike’ and then say ‘I don’t want to talk about it’. ‘Sides I don’t understand, you kissed now he won’t talk to you?”
“Yeah that’s pretty much it.” Willow said, “I don’t know what happened, I felt the baby kick, it surprised me, Spike came to see what happened, we kissed. I thought he thought it was a mistake and asked if we were still friends, he’s barely spoken since.”
“Okay that makes no sense.” Dawn said, “Unless he wanted to kiss you.”
“What?” Willow said, “Right, Spike wanted me, like this.”
“Like what?” Dawn asked.
“I’m fat Dawn.”
“You are not fat, you’re pregnant.” Dawn said quickly.
“Still not attractive.”
“Maybe Spike disagrees.” Dawn said.
“Sure.” Willow muttered.
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Spike slipped the book under the couch when he heard the door opening behind him.
“Hey Spike.” Dawn said as she pushed the door closed.
“Hi, bit.” Spike said twisting his body to face the two women. “Hi Willow.”
“See he talks to you.” Dawn whispered.
“Whatever. I’m going to put this stuff in my room.” Willow said and headed down the hallway.
“Spike want to know the sex of the baby?” Dawn asked as soon as Willow left the room.
“Why?”
“Willow won’t let me tell her. And I’ve got to tell someone.” Dawn said sitting next to him on the couch. “You’re the only one that can keep a secret that’s likely to be interested.”
“Okay. So tell me.” Spike said as Willow walked back into the living room.
“Sun’s down. Walk me home Spike?” Dawn asked.
“Talked him into it?” Willow asked.
“Yeah.” Dawn said then turning to Spike, “So…”
“Let’s go.” Spike grabbed his duster and headed for the door.
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Once away from the apartment Spike turned to Dawn. “What’s the deal?” He asked, “You could have told me when she left the room again. And Buffy would have driven over to pick you up.”
“Willow thinks your mad at her.” Dawn said simply.
“Mad?” Spike asked, “Why?”
“Oh, maybe because you barely speak to her.” Dawn said.
“I speak to…”
“Not since you kissed her.” Dawn interrupted. “Willow says you kissed now you won’t talk to her.”
“That’s not true…” Spike began, “Okay maybe it is. But she didn’t want that kiss anyway, it was a mistake.”
“What?” Dawn asked, “Why would you think she didn’t want the kiss.”
“She said it shouldn’t have happened.”
“She say that or just agree that it was?” Dawn asked.
“What difference does that make?” Spike said angrily.
“Lots. If she was just agreeing with you then she may have been saying what she thought you wanted to hear.” Dawn explained.
“I really don’t think so.” Spike said as they neared her house, “So planning on telling me the sex or not?”
“Girl.” Dawn said opening her front door, “Think about what I said, Okay.”
Spike stood for a minute staring at the door before turning and heading toward home. He would definitely have to give his talk with Dawn some thought.
Part Thirteen
“Willow this a very bad place to keep a book.” Anya said pulling the book out from between the sofa cushions, “Some could get a bruise of something.” She finished rubbing her leg as she held out the book in the other hand.
“That’s no…” Willow began then seeing the title.
“Wow, Will you do homework on everything don’t you.” Xander said examining the title, “What to expect…”
“Thanks An. I was wondering where I left that.” Willow said grabbing the book from Xander and taking it into her bedroom. I’ll have to ask Spike about that later she thought as she tossed it on the bed.
“Tired of living with the undead yet?” Xander asked as she walked back into the room.
“Not at all.” Willow answered, “Actually he’s been so quiet I barely know he’s here.”
“Sure Spike’s quiet as a mouse.” Buffy snorted.
“Can be when I’m not being annoyed constantly.” Spike said walking into the room.
“I can eliminate any chance of you being annoyed Spike.” Buffy offered.
“You could try.” Spike replied.
“Buffy why don’t you help me get drinks in the kitchen.” Willow said raising herself out of the chair. “I can’t really hold the tray with my stomach in the way now.”
“Sure.” Buffy said standing up.
“Honestly they are causing Willow too much stress.” Anya said to Dawn, “They shouldn’t be fighting all the time it clearly upsets her.”
“I’ve tried talking to Buffy but she won’t listen.” Dawn said, “Spike either, they both say the other one is the problem.”
“I’m still standing right here and can here you both.” Spike said.
“Then stop acting like an ass and upsetting Willow.” Dawn replied.
“It’s not me…”
“Then be the bigger person. Ignore Buffy.” Anya said facing the vampire. “You aren’t hurting her your hurting Willow.”
“Whatever.” Spike said as Buffy and Willow came back in the room. “So what’s the Scooby meeting about tonight anyway.”
“I saw those people again. The one’s I caught doing that ritual or whatever a while ago.” Buffy said.
“So. Did you find out anything?” Willow asked, “Any idea why they’re here.”
“No. But this time they were right outside this building.” Buffy said.
“So you think they live here?” Dawn asked.
“I don’t think so.” Buffy answered, “They were right outside this window, chanting.”
“Spike if you have anything to do with…” Xander said turning to the vampire.
“If I had something to do with it why would they be out there instead of in here you idiot.” Spike said angrily. “Willow are you okay?” He said noticing the girl had paled considerably.
“I-I there’s something I need to tell you guys.” Willow said quietly. “For a couple months now I’ve been getting the feeling that someone’s following me. I just kept telling myself I was being silly that it was probably just hormones.”
“My god Will you should have told me.” Spike said at her side instantly, “Are you okay?”
“I’m fine.” Willow said smiling slightly, “I never even saw anyone just had that feeling.”
“When did it start?” Buffy asked.
“Around Valentine’s Day I guess. I noticed when I was shopping with Dawn.”
“So now we know something.” Anya said, “They want Willow.”
“Possibly if she’s right about being followed.” Giles said, “But why? We need to work on that next.”
“We need to keep Willow safe.” Spike said.
“Right.” Buffy agreed, “No going out alone Will. Take one of us with you all the time.”
“’Kay.” Willow agreed, “Guys I’m not up to researching tonight maybe tomorrow…”
“No problem Will. Call you tomorrow.”
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“Are you sure you’re okay?” Spike said poking his head nervously in the room again.
“I’m fine Spike really.” Willow said, “But can I talk to you a minute.”
“Sure.” He said coming into the room.
Grabbing the book from next to her on the bed she turned to face the vampire standing in front of her. “Anya found this in the couch.” She said extending the book to him.
“Uh, that’s uh…” Spike stuttered.
“Don’t say it’s not yours Spike.” Willow said smiling and gesturing for him to sit next to her, “I didn’t buy it so it must be yours.”
“Well I just I mean, I…”
“What’s wrong?” Willow said turning to face the vampire. “It’s not like I’m angry. I think its great. Why didn’t you tell me you wanted to know more? I would have told you more but I didn’t think you wanted to know, especially the last few weeks.”
“Why wouldn’t I be interested?” Spike asked.
“You’ve barely spoken to me since that night that the baby kicked and we…” Willow said blushing slightly, “I thought you were angry that we…”
“You thought kissing you made me angry?” Spike asked in surprise, “I thought you didn’t want me to… That you thought it was a mistake.”
“I didn’t think it was a mistake but I’m not sure that I’m ready for…” Willow said quietly “I mean I liked kissing you but I have so much right now, finishing the semester, then the baby I don’t think now is the time to…”
“But maybe later we…” Spike said smiling for the first time in weeks, “After the baby….”
“If you’re still interested after the baby, and we deal with who ever following me then yeah maybe.”
“But until then maybe we could just…” Spike said leaning toward Willow.
“Spike no.” Willow said ducking away from him. “Not tonight okay. I have way too much to think about right now.”
“Okay I’ll let you sleep and think and I’ll just go finish my book.” Spike smiled and headed for the door book in hand. “God we don’t have long before this baby do we?”
“Couple months.” Willow said laying back down.
“Want to go shopping tomorrow night.” Spike asked, “Buy some stuff.”
“We can buy a few things. But Dawn’s all excited about having a baby shower so we can’t buy too much. But I need to register anyway.”
“How are you going to register if you don’t know the sex?”
“I don’t but Dawn does. I think she told Xander and Buffy too.” Willow explained, “I promised her it would be okay for me to find out at the shower. So I’m supposed to pick stuff for each sex and then they’ll buy what’s appropriate.”
“Oh. Sounds like a plan.” Spike said, “’Night Luv.”
“’Night Spike.”
Spike pulled the door closed quietly behind him as he headed down the hall to his own room.
Part Fourteen
“She saw you again?” The man said angrily looking at the three standing before him.
“We’re very sorry.” The dark-haired girl responded quietly.
“Sorry?” The man repeated, “You’re sorry. Twice the slayer has seen you. We need to get that girl before she gives birth.”
“We know all of that sir.” One of the others replied, “That’s why we’ve been watching her apartment. For an opportunity…”
“There won’t be an opportunity now. Don’t you see that.” He shouted at the three standing before him. “I explained this all to you before. The witch is the slayer’s best friend. By now I’m sure they figured out that it’s the girl you’re after. She won’t be left alone now.”
“We’ll find away.” The last member of the group replied.
“Forget it. There isn’t time now. I think it’s time to make my presence known. I’ll get the girl myself.”
Part Fifteen
She’s spending the weekend at Buffy’s, you’re sure you can do it in two days.” Spike said to Xander. “It’s got to be done before she comes home.”
“I said I’d get it done and it will be.” Xander said angry that the vampire would question him.
“If you screw this up boy I’ll…” Spike said, equally as angry that he needed the annoying boy’s help at all.
“It’ll be done.” Xander said again, “But I need to get in there before the weekend to get some measurements.”
“I’m taking her shopping for baby stuff tonight. Can you do it then.” Spike suggested.
“Sure. Uh, how do I get in?” Xander asked.
“I’ll leave last and forget to lock the door.” Spike said, “Just be sure you’re gone and it’s locked before we come back.”
“No problem.” Xander said, “See you this weekend then.”
“Right.” Spike said hanging up the phone.
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“I think I need to buy mostly the bigger stuff.” Willow said as they walked through the furniture store, “My mother insists those are the things you get at the baby shower but my friends can’t afford this kind of stuff.”
“I say buy the furniture Luv.” Spike said keeping pace with her as she stopped to look at nursery furnishings, “After all you need the big stuff as soon as the baby’s born. The little things we can always pick up as necessary if you don’t get them at the shower right?”
“Good point.” Willow said stopping at another nursery set, “What do you think of this one?”
Spike looked at the oak crib and with matching dresser and changing table. In his opinion it looked about the same as the other ten she’d looked at in the last hour. “I like this lighter wood better than those darker ones.”
“Can I help you with anything?” A salesman asked as he approached them.
“Yes you can actually, I think we would like to buy this set.” Spike said looking toward Willow.
“Spike its so expensive. I don’t…” Willow began embarrassed, “Can you give us one minute please?” She said to the salesman before pulling Spike away.
“Spike I don’t know if I can afford this one. My savings can only stretch so far and I still need a car seat and a stroller and a playpen and…”
“Do you like this one? Is it the one you want?” Spike asked.
“Yes but…”
“Then we’re getting it.” Spike replied and turned back to the salesman. “Can it be delivered this weekend?”
“Oh, uh yes I’m sure that won’t be a problem.” The salesman answered.
They followed the salesman to an office to fill out the necessary paperwork. As they walked out of the store and back to Spike’s car Willow turned to look at Spike.
“I don’t know how I can repay you for everything you’ve done Spike.” Willow said.
“I want to do this Red. If I didn’t I wouldn’t have.” Spike said holding the door as she got into the car.
They spent the rest of the evening in several stores purchasing all the other necessary items that the baby would need. Willow watched in amazement as Spike consistently chose the most expensive items she looked at and purchased them, refusing to allow her to give him money for anything they purchased.
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Spike waited, hands full, as Willow unlocked the door and moved aside for him to enter the apartment. He carried all the items she had purchased to her bedroom and ran back down to the car to retrieve the remaining items.
“Red, you sure you left stuff for your friends to buy?” Spike said after depositing the last load in her bedroom.
“I told you to let me help you carry those.” Willow said handing him a mug, “And yes there is plenty of things I still need. We didn’t buy clothes, or sheets or one of those crib bumper things, or diapers, or those cute little bathtub thingies, or blankets or…”
“Okay, okay.” Spike said holding up his hands, “We didn’t buy everything.”
Willow walked over to sit next to him on the couch, putting her feet up on the table in front of her. “Thank you again for today.” She said facing him.
“Glad to do it Luv.” Spike said, “This baby deserves the best of everything.”
Willow leaned back on the couch closing her eyes. Spike watched her, she looked so peaceful sitting here. Unfortunately Giles had spent the whole day researching and they were no closer to finding out who was following Willow. She was tired of being kept in the apartment, he knew that, but letting her out alone was so dangerous. Buffy was in school all day and he couldn’t go out with her so she was stuck inside most of the time. That’s why this weekend with Buffy and Dawn would be good for her, and give him a chance to take care of his project with Xander.
“Still going to the Slayer’s this weekend?” Spike asked.
“Yeah. Unless it’s a problem.” She said opening her eyes to look at him.
“No it’s not a problem. Go and have fun.” Spike said leaning closer to kiss her forehead. “Have a great weekend.”
“Okay.” Willow said, “Dawn wants to plan the shower this weekend. It should be fun.”
Part Sixteen
“Spike that’s all wrong. Didn’t you make sure it was level?” Xander asked impatiently.
“I’m a vampire not a carpenter. That’s why I asked you to do this.” Spike said angrily.
“Look I’m sorry the other guy didn’t show, but if you want this done you’re going to have to help.” Xander said slowly.
“Then explain again what you want me to do.” Spike said calming himself down, he wanted this done by tomorrow, he wanted to surprise Willow and if that meant dealing with Xander for a couple days he’d manage.
Spike listened as Xander once again explained what he wanted done and how to do it. Xander tried to be patient but Spike had no proficiency what so ever in carpentry and was probably slowing things down more than helping. Finally the two began working in silence again, Xander assigning Spike to a few of the easier tasks.
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“So Will has Spike ki….” Dawn began stopping when she saw Buffy entering the room.
“Has Spike what?” Buffy asked setting the glasses down on the table.
“Nothing. I mean its not important just something Willow mentioned to me a few days ago.” Dawn said quickly.
“Will if Spike’s upsetting you we can…” Buffy began.
“Spike’s not upsetting me. He was just really quiet for a while and I was worried but we talked and everything’s okay now.” Willow explained glaring at Dawn for bringing it up at all.
“If you’re sure.” Buffy said not fully believing her friend.
“Positive. Everything’s perfect.” Willow said cheerfully.
“So about the shower Willow.” Dawn said changing the subject. “I need a list of your friends from school. And what about the guys. I mean can we have a party for you without Xander and Giles?”
“I don’t know if they will even come. I mean a baby shower is pretty girlie but we can invite them. I mean really, If Xander could want me to be his best man then I can invite him to my baby shower right?” Willow said smiling.
“Absolutely.” Buffy agreed.
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Giles glanced up when he heard the knock on the door. It was late, Willow was spending the weekend with Buffy so she wasn’t going to patrol tonight, girls night. Xander was helping Spike with some project. He didn’t even want to think about what that could be. Anya had a demon friend visiting. So he couldn’t imagine who would be at his door at this hour. Getting up and walking to the door he glanced through the small hole.
“Bloody hell.” He murmured as he opened the door with a scowl on his face. “What the hell are you doing here?”
“Nice to see you too Ripper.” Ethan replied smirking at his former friend. “Can I come in?”
“No.” Giles replied leaning against the door. “What do you want?”
“Visiting an old friend.” Ethan suggested at Giles skeptical glance. “Why do I have to want something?”
“You always do.”
“Actually I heard about your slayer’s witch. I hear she’s quite powerful.”
“Stay away from her.”
“Why?” Ethan said pushing past Giles and entering the house. “Couldn’t be your afraid one of your goody-two shoes kids could be seduced to the dark side of magic could it?”
“Willow isn’t using magic any more.” Giles said pushing his old friend back out the door, “Not of any kind.” Giles finished closing the door on his friend.
Giles walked over to the phone, he should call the others, Ethan could be involved in whatever Buffy had witnessed. He was obviously interested in Willow, that couldn’t be good, regardless of his involvement with the people Buffy had seen. Setting the phone back down Giles decided even if Ethan was involved he was at a standstill in his plan otherwise he wouldn’t have been here. It could wait until Monday, he’d let the kids have this weekend first.
Part Seventeen
Spike led Willow through the apartment slowly. Xander had left a couple hours ago, he hadn’t been sure they would finish in time. They had worked all weekend to finish before Willow returned from Buffy’s.
“Spike what’s going on?” Willow asked unsure what the vampire was doing, “Why can’t I open my eyes.”
“Told you it’s a surprise Pet.” Spike said as he led her through her bedroom door and into the center of the room. “Okay open your eyes.” He said letting her go and backing away slightly.
Willow opened her eyes slowly, almost afraid to look at whatever Spike had done. Her eyes grew wide as she took in the sight around her. Turning slowly her smile began to grow as she saw the baby’s new furniture placed along two of the walls, and a wallpaper border of baby animals decorating the walls. As she turned to face the far wall she gasped and put her hand over her mouth.
“What? How?” Willow said staring at the wall in front of her.
“It’s temporary. We can take it down anytime. I just thought you might like to have a separate room from the baby.” Spike said quietly not sure if her reaction was positive or not.
“But how? I mean can we do this?” Willow asked moving to run her hand across the new wall.
“Yes. I talked to the apartment manager last week. He said as long as it didn’t do any structural damage he didn’t care. And Xander did most of the work.” Spike said hating to give Xander credit but admitting even to himself he couldn’t have given her this without him. “Do you like it?”
“Of course I like it.” Willow said hugging the vampire. “But, uh, my room?”
“Through here.” Spike said gesturing to a door not far from the one they had come through. “We agreed that it was best if we could access the baby’s room from the hallway instead of yours.”
“You and Xander agreed?” Willow said raising a brow.
“Well, we did when I pointed out that if I was going to get the baby and had to go to your room I could walk in on you, uh, less than decent.” Spike said smiling.
“Yeah, that would make him see it your way.” Willow said.
“This way I can help with the baby at night. I mean I’m up anyway might as well take care of the baby.” Spike said.
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Willow and Spike walked into the magic shop shortly after dark. Giles had called and said it was important that they meet right away.
“I’ll go see if they’re in the back.” Spike said when they didn’t see anyone. &